We spent the evening with Charish's family . . . it's really not the same with her gone. We were there for Jake's birthday party and I couldn't help but think of how BIG Charish made everyone's birthday's. She LOVED to throw the kids' birthday parties . . . it was SO surreal that she wasn't there.
It was a crazy mad house with a bunch of boys running away from the girls, and to add to the madness a kid threw up all the way down the stairs. But all in all they had a blast, and Jake enjoyed his party.
Chloe kept wanting me, and told Jason that she wants to go to Aunties house . . . made my day. I love that sweet thing!! She kept wanting me to show her pictures of "Mom" and she would point her out in all of them . . . "That's Mom, that's Mom too, that's Mom too . . . " Broke my heart to hear her say that "Mom's dead" and, "I miss my Mom."
There's a picture with Charish and Chloe from Jenn's wedding, and you can see her family tree necklace. When I showed her that I have the same one she couldn't stop looking at it. Tried HARD to hold back the tears . . . but that's almost impossible.
This really hurts.
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